Masa Sakit Aritu...

...memperkuatkan lagi decision aku untuk tidak pregnant lagi!

Serious. Pening, Badan lemau. Sakit badan. Pitam. Seksanya. Itu blum masuk book lagi, rasa nak muntah 24 jam, sembelit, cramp kaki, sakit belakang, bleeding, hidung ultra sensitif, kluar masuk spital ambik drip...huhuhuhu...cukup la tu..

Aku dapat bayangan rasa tu selama 2 minggu pun dah tersangat seksa...tak sanggup nak pikir kalau 9 bulan aku rasa camtu lagi. Nak2 la ngan umur aku yang dah makin lanjut (uhuk...marah Sal kalau aku cakap aku dah tua...kita seumur ya!!)..lagi la aku rasa mesti out giller2 aku kalau preggers lagi. Silap2 terus cuti keje setahun. No play2.

Aku dah banyak kali hint kat En Rashid yang aku dah tutup kilang, tapi aku rasa mamat tu antara percaya tak percaya la. Sekarang ni dia tak la mendesak, sebab dia tau aku tengah belajar lagi. Nanti bila aku dah grad bulan 9 nanti (insya'allah), mungkinkah dia akan ungkit subjek ni. Oh tidak.

Bukan aku tak teringin anak lagi. Kekadang bila tengok baby, rasa geram je, rasa nak cubit2 pipi baby tu. Tapi ingat2 balik part ngandung, aku surrender. Kalau aku jenis yang preggers senang, tiap2 tahun aku bunting. Percayala. Sapa yang pernah rasa demam denggi ke, demam sejuk yang sakit sendi2 tu...bleh agak2 la camne aku rasa time preggers. Sapa yang pernah kena muntah2 cirit birit, bayangkan la 24 jam sehari selama 9 bulan ko rasa camtu. Sanggup?

Kekadang bila aku cite kat orang pasal aku takmo pregnant lagi, kebanyakannya menggeleng kepala. Cakap, aku muda lagi la, tanya aku takmo anak lelaki ke, warning nanti En Rashid ada alasan carik bini muda.

Takpela...aku dah ada 3 puteri comel2 ni pun dah sangat bersyukur dah. Kalau En Rashid nak jadikan condition aku sebagai sebab nak menambah bini, silalah. Huhuhuhu....beranikah dia? Wataaaaa...karate kick nanti flying nanti. Hehehe..

A Cute Bronchitis

Only it wasn't cute. It was torture. 2 weeks of feeling sick. It all started with a cold fever, then a very bad cough and faint spells. After numerous blood tests and a couple of days in the hospital, the doctor diagnosed me with acute bronchitis plus viral fever.

I started feeling sick the day we all came back from Kuantan. I took two actifast pills and normally that would do the trick. But it didn't and I started having the chills. Like it felt like ice water was running through my veins. I went to the clinic and the doctor gave me some antibiotics and pills for my flu. The next day, I started getting diarrhea and headaches. My fever was still there so En Rashid took me to the hospital near our home. The doctor did a few blood tests and gave me two days of MC. Whatever I had, it was different from what the kids had had, so I waned to know the cause of it. I missed classes because I really couldn't even sit up due to my pounding headache and really bad cough.

On Monday I wen back for another blood test. My fever had gone but I was still feeling sickly and lightheaded. The doctor cleared me for denggi, which was a relief.

On Tuesday, I went to work. I had a 930am meeting which I went straight to. It was at that meeting that I started to feel lightheaded and out of breath. It scared me a bit coz it was kind of sudden. Fortunately the meeting ended quickly and I called up En Rashid to take me home. He took me to the hospital instead which was a good call coz the doctor confirmed that my blood pressure was too low and apparently the viral fever was still there. They gave me a drip and after reviewing my blood tests, the doctor decided to admit me for observation.

So I stayed in the hospital for 2 nights. The food was good though, apparently there was no problem with my appetite. I did still feel kind if weak; simple tasks like going to the toilet made me out of breath. I took this up with the doctor and that's when he diagnosed me with acute bronchitis. I dunno if it can lead up to light headiness coz that's what concerns me the most.

Anyway, that kind of explains the reason I've been quiet for the past 2 weeks. I'm feeling better now and I have an inhaler in case I have difficulty breathing or anything. The doctor said it may take up to 8 weeks for the viral fever to really go away and for my bronchitis to clear up so I'm to avoid strenuous activities. Hmmm, I hardly think that's possible once I get back to the office. But I'll have to try. I only have one body to take care off anyway.

Plus being sick just blows.

All Down For The Count

All three of my babies are sick. Boohoo! It started actually with Daria, we suspect she got food poisoning from the drink we bought at the night market. Actually it was more of the ice cubes that she chewed on, must have been made from unfiltered water.

So anyway, this was actually last week and for almost a week, she was vomiting and had diarrhea. Then as Daria was getting better, Dania got sick and started getting the same symptoms. She came back from school on Tuesday, complaining about a stomach ache. That night, she started vomiting and having the runs. So far, she's missed 4 days of school.

Last Wednesday night, Dina started vomiting. I was getting really worried, especially since Daria was just getting better. So on Thursday morning, both En Rashid and myself took the girls to the hospital.

Both Dania and Dina had to be put on a drip because they were vomiting excessively. They cried a bit when the nurse placed in the needle but only because their veins were so shrunk from the dehydration. But after a bottle of saline, they both felt better. Fortunately the doctor said that they could be released and stay at home, instead of being admitted into the wards.

As of today, Dania about 90% better. She still has the runs but she hasn't vomited since yesterday. Dina vomited twice today but I think it's due to the powder medication she has to take. So I've stopped that for now and tried to get her to drink chocolate milk instead.

Here's hoping my babies get well soon.

The Author Totally Gets It!!

Found this article while I was site surfing during lunch.

Hands raised if you've ever suffered through #1!!

Which is why....no thank you, not ever again.

http://www.cracked.com/article_19298_7-terrifying-things-they-dont-tell-you-about-pregnancy.html

Sakit Tekak!

Masa kat China, sihat giller. Balik je, terus sakit tekak, perit giller sampai nak telan air liur pun pedih. Pi jumpa doctor, dia bagi ubat hisap, tapi makan time malam je. Sayang la nak tinggal puasa sebab tekak ni je. Lagipun tekak tengah tak best, bukan bleh makan hebat2 pun.

Letih sebenarnya pi outstation ni. Semalam aku MC sebab dah tak mampu nak paksa diri nak pi kerje. Last2 aku bantai qada' tido sampai kul 12. Kepala berdenyut, terasa denyut dia sampai ke tekak. Bleh ke? Parah betul. Ntah apa pekenan orang China tu dah kena kat aku. Yang tak bestnya, dah 2 malam aku tertinggal terawih. Dapat pi malam pertama tu je. Isy, malam ni kena usaha pi. Sian, Kaklong ngan Kakngah dah excited nak pi masjid.

Arini dah ok sket, cuma tekak still perit. Cakap pun takleh paksa2...so main bisik2 je. Boring betul, dah la ada meeting. Jarang aku diam je time meeting. Ada aku dok belakang main soduko kat handphone je kang.

Sick!!

I'm sick. Who do I get to thank for this? I'm eyeing on of my staff...she's been having the sniffles for days. I must have got the germs from her. Hmmm...


It's been a while since I've been sick. In fact I can't remember my last flu. I was just talking to my girlfriends the other day and commenting how I haven't been sick in quite a while. Cakap besar lagi kan?

It started yesterday. I was sniffling and sneezing and my nose was running but only through one nostril. I hate it when that happens. My eyes were getting all watery and I started to feel a fever coming. I stuck it out until the end of the day but right after dinner, I took a pill and then slept at 10pm.

I woke up this morning with my nose all blocked up and a pounding headache. It felt like all the snot had gotten frozen inside my forehead. I went downstairs, had some milk and took another pill. Then went back to bed. When I woke up again, I saw 6 messages and 5 missed calls on my mobile. Ah bein!

I hope I don't get sick during the weekend. My cousin is getting married and we're planning to go back to my in-laws to see hubby's new niece. It would suck if I couldn't hold the baby due to a flu.

Oh well, time for another nap. I feel a bit better so hopefully I'll be ok for work tomorrow. And here's hoping I don't spread my germs to the girls cause that would REALLY suck then.

Still At The Hospital

Daria was supposed to be discharged from the hospital today but last night, her fever came back. Plus when the doctor checked her this morning, she said that Daria's phlegm was still bad. So now, they've increased her nebulizer session to every 3 hours instead of every 4.

Every part of me hurts seeing Daria this way. I'm so worried that she won't eat or even drink much. She must be starving!! Today she just had like 4 pieces of honeystar (4!) and a little bit of rice. I had to force her to finish a bottle of warm water. She's even refusing to eat her favorites like jelly or buttermilk bread.

Tonight will be the 4th night Daria and I stay at the hospital. I really hope she'll be much better tomorrow so the doctor will discharge us. I don't mind having to travel to and fro to the hospital for Daria to take her nebulizer. It's only 10 minutes away from the hospital. I just pity her being couped up in the small room, with nothing much to do.

Her hand looks so small like that. Hubby said she cried for like an hour after the doctor entered the drip line. Uhuk...poor baby.

This was taken on the 1st night we stayed at the hospital. Poor baby couldn't sleep the whole night and woke up frequently, tired and disoriented. It was nearly 4am when she finally dozed off.We let her out of the room a couple of times so she could stretch her legs. It was a bit funny seeing her push the drip stand along...from afar, it looked like the drip stand was moving on its own! The nurses were very impressed..."pandai adik Daria tolak sendiri."

Last Day of 2010

Typing this at the hospital.

Poor Daria had to be admitted due to a virus infection she picked up at the swimming pool at Bukit Gambang.

What a way to end our family holiday...and 2010.

So far, her fever has reduced but the infection is still there. You can hear it when she breathes....all the phlegm in her lungs.

So far, we've spent 2 nights at the hospital. Sleeping with an active baby in a single bed doesn't really give you much space to sleep. Plus, I have to take care of her drip line to make sure it doesn't get tangled.

Have lots to update with pictures and all. Despite the outcome of Bukit Gambang, we all really did have fun there. Maybe next time when Daria's older and stronger, we'll head out there again. This time with the whole clan.

OK, have to go. Have to call the nurse to put in Daria's drip since she won't eat or drink much. My poor baby is losing her chubbiness by the minute!!

Lelaki Manja

Aritu masa nak pi work, aku ngan En Rashid dok dengar radio, ada la kluar topik hal lelaki manja ni. Sifat2 lelaki manja, sapa suka, sapa tak suka. Gelak sakan kitaorang dok dengar komen2 pendengar2 yang lawak menceritakan pengalaman ngan lelaki manja ni.

Sambil mendengar tu, si En Rashid ni tetiba dok raba2 peha aku.

"Ni apa hal ni?"

"Saja...nak manja."

" Kasut ni nampak? Muahahahaaaa."

Aku memang takleh ah ngan lelaki manja ni. Dulu aku ada boyfren masa sekolah...ya rasul..manja nauzibillah!! Mentang2 la anak bungsu. Maybe ada yang samakan lelaki manja ni sebenarnya romantik. Oh bukan..pada aku lelaki romantik jenis yang tolong bukakkan pintu kereta, tolong tarikkan kerusi bila kita nak duduk, tolong angkatkan beg kita. Lelaki manja...kita yang kena tolong angkatkan beg dia..kita yang kena pimpin tangan dia bila lintas jalan. Macam kes x-bf aku tu, sampai makan pun nak soh aku suapkan. Ni apa kes?!! Ada aku tonyoh nasi masuk lubang idung ko kang! Sib baik la aku tak teruskan ngan dia...kalau tak, mesti aku dah mereng dah dok layan aksi manja dia tak kena tempat.

Si En Rashid ni dah tau aku nyampah ngan lelaki manja ni, lagi dia nak kena2kan aku. Pagi tu dia meeting kat Hilton KL, sebelah KL Sentral tu. Bleh je dia naik lrt pi sana dari ofis. Saja je...dia nak soh aku drive dia ke sana sebelum pi ofis. Dah la area sentral tu, aku tak reti nak kluar camne. Bangunan dah naik mencanak2, sampai hapa landmark pun aku tak nampak. En Rashid soh aku follow signboard tulis "Jalan Bangsar" bila nak kluar. Masalahnya bila aku kluar dari lobi hotel, aku tengok signboard tulis "Sentral Terminal 4" ngan "Sentral Terminal 5". Apakah?!! Last2 aku main bedal je jalan. Sib baik aku tak sampai ke Jalan Duta.

Harini lak, aku balik rumah time lunch sebab nak hantar En Rashid balik. Member demam. Tu la, ambik je ubat kat klinik, lepas tu buat perhiasan atas microwave aku. Muka sememeh pun pi gagahkan diri ke ofis, sapa suruh? kan dah terpaksa call isteri ngan suara manja minta hantar balik. Sabar je la.

Esok apa lak perangai En Rashid nak bermanja ni. Ni pun dia dok jeling2 manja kat aku ajak tido dah. Wei..banyak assignment nak siapkan ni. Kekanda tido la dulu. Hehehee..

Surviving....

On 3 hours of sleep! Yesterday I had to take EL because Syazmin’s cough became so much worst, so bad that she couldn’t sleep because she was hacking all night long. I took her to the clinic where the doctor put her on nebulizer for 20 minutes. And what a harrowing 20 minutes that was! Syazmin hated having the mask on her face so much, she was balling her eyes out and twisting her body left and right, trying to get it off. I had to wrap my arms around her arms and legs while the nurse had to hold her head still. Poor baby. I had to take her for a second dosage in the evening but fortunately hubby was back from work, so this time he held Syazmin while I tried to keep the mask on her face. She was still coughing last might but at least she didn’t wake up every 30 minutes. Here’s hoping she gets better soon. Uwaaa...ibu needs her beauty sleep!!

Since I took the day off, I dropped by Dina’s pre-school to pick up her progress report book. All in all, the teacher didn’t have much to comment except that Dina’s lack of speaking English could be due to her friends who also didn’t speak much English when conversing with each other. I doubt this will change when she goes to regular school next month so I’ll have to pick up the slack by speaking to her in English more often at home.

We also stopped by the book store to get all the books needed for next year. God, can’t believe I spent over RM200 for the girls on their school books. Make me wonder how the low income families are coping, especially those with multiple children in school.

I then took the girls to get their hair cut. Dania was mighty reluctant; she wanted to keep her hair long. I told her she could keep her hair as long as Rapunzel once she started earning her own money and living on her own. She failed to see my point and continued to pout while the hairdresser cut her hair to a manageable length.

I spent the rest of the day, looking after Daria and checking her breathing. Once hubby had put her down for the night, I started on my FM assignment. Crap, that shit is due in 2 weeks!! You’ll think having to type out one page of answer for each question would be easy enough, especially when the font size is 13 but helltotheno…apparently not when you’re surviving on 5 minutes of sleep.

My Grandfather

My grandfather is dying.

He has stage 4 bone cancer and it has spread to his liver. One of his kidneys is also not functioning. He is in constant pain and has lost all appetite to eat.

I had a training session in KL this morning and got a missed call from my mom. When I called back, she told me the news. I called up my boss and requested permission to take half day off.

I had to circle the entire hospital building 3 times to find a parking space. When I reached the front door, it was 2.05pm, just 5 minutes after visiting hours.

The guard stared at me. "Sorry, you'll have to wait for visiting hours to start again at 4.30pm."

No way am I waiting. I called up my uncle. He told me to take the stairs to the 1st floor and enter from there. There was a nurse at the door but she just smiled and waved me in.

Thank God for small doses of kindness!

As I walked up the stairs to the 3rd floor, I had a sinking feeling that my grandfather had already gone. When I arrived at the ward, my other uncle was there and he waved me in when he saw me.

"Working?"

"Supposed to be...but..."

I couldn't talk anymore. There, on the bed was my grandfather. Looking so frail and thin, with drool hanging from his mouth. I took his napkin and wiped his face.

"Atok. Along here. Have you eaten?"

He opened his eyes and spoke my name.

It hurt so bad seeing him that way. My grandfather is a retired policeman so he used to be very fit. When we were small, he would teach us how to read the quran. He would tell us to read as loud as we could so that all the neighbours would hear us. He loved watching wrestling on TV and would always get us to sit with him, commentating on the wrestlers and their dirty techniques. Once a week, he would check our fingernails and ears to make sure they were clean. He would take us out in his antique Opal car, the car with the plastic seats that burned our bums when it got hot outside.

As we got older, he would talk to us about politics and money. Always make sure you have more than one income, was his saying. Buy lots of houses...they never lose their value. Buy in cash, don't get yourself into more debt than you can handle.

He was so proud when I went to the US for my degree. When I got married...had my 1st baby...he was still doing ok.

Then when his body started giving out, he changed. He became grumpier. I would think it was because his mind was still sharp and there was so much he still wanted to accomplish and do, but because of his physical being...it just wasn't possible. His legs could no longer push the clutch and the brake pads of his car and he nearly had an accident with a bus. It angered him so much when we finally took away his car keys.

Slowly, my grandfather has been deteriorating. He's not the same person as before.

The doctors say there's not much they can do. If he was younger, stronger, maybe he could opt for radiation or chemo. At his age, the treatment would probably only kill him faster.

I just want him to go peacefully with no more suffering or pain. And to be able to remember him when he was better.
Here are my grandparents with all their grandchildren and great-grandchild (Dania's 1st raya). This was taken in 2003.

Study Leave

I'm on study leave since yesterday until next Wednesday. Can't believe my 1st trimester is almost over. How time flies. I remember when I first stepped into my 1st class, I was so nervous and excited at the same time. I remember scanning the room, looking for a BFF I could hook up with (Hi, Min!) while also checking out any cute guys I could use as distractions when I'm bored (alas...tadak..hehe).

I haven't gotten around to do much studying yet since Daria has been unwell these past few days. She's been having the fever plus she got the cough and flu from Dina, so sleeping has been a problem for both mommy and baby. Yesterday she even threw up a couple of time so I took her to the child specialist for a proper checkup. Her medications cost me RM100 but what's that compared to my baby's health. I'm pleased to announce that today her fever went down considerably and her nose isn't so runny anymore. She still has the cough but I think the phlegm is going away. She doesn't sound like a hacking dog so much when she coughs now.

My parents are in Hanoi right now on their bi-monthly golf trips. I think they're coming back tonight. I know my mom is hoping we'll be coming over this weekend but I really need to do some serious studying for my exams. I'm so freaked out right now, I can't seem to remember any formulas or definitions. I already know my standing grade for OB; B+ which is somewhat of a downer coz I'm really hoping I get an A for that subject. Here's hoping my pair assignment went well, plus I don't panic during finals. I think I'm ok for my Econs but there's just so much to cover for the finals. Accounts....urghh....I need to do a lot of praying for that class. Hahaha.

All in all, it's been an adventurous 4 months. Challenging, to say the least but thanks to the support from my family, my bosses and my staff, I think I did ok.

Here's to the next 5 trimesters. God help me!

Off To Hong Kong

At the office, tying up some loose ends. I've done my handover to my staff (have fun guys!) and have prepped the necessary things until end of the week. Things should stay stable until I come back.

We're off to HK tomorrow, something I seriously though was not going to happen seeing how sick everyone was last week. My poor babies....months of anticipation and planning (not to forget, money!) nearly went down the drain. However, thanks to tons of vitamins and antibiotics, everybody is pulling through the haze of the fever.

I won't be updating while in HK because, seriously with 13 people to handle, who will have time? So, until then, be good people.

Chain Reaction

Cannot talk much.

Talking makes me cough.

Coughing makes me want to vomit.

Vomiting...well, doesn't feel good.

I feel hot and cold at the same time.






Dammit...why do I feel pregnant?!!! *panic mode*

One Hell Of a Weekend

Yep, that's what we had when we went back to Melaka for my SIL's wedding. For starters, both Hubby and I got violently sick therefore we missed the entire ceremony. I mean we were there, but while everyone was celebrating downstairs, we were upstairs in our room, rolling around in bed in pain. We missed the akad ceremony and only dragged ourselves down for a quick family photo session. Then it was back upstairs to suffer some more. I think we caught some virus or something; whatever, our joints were so sore and our temperature was so high, we first thought we had denggi.

After the ceremony was over, I followed my parents to my aunt’s house. Her husband is a doctor, who gave me a lookover and a jab, which caused me to go numb all over and sweat bullets the rest of the day. However, most importantly, it cured my fever unlike hubby, who thinks he’s so macho and didn’t want the jab, so now he’s texting me moaning the fact that he wants to go back early from work coz his head hurts but can’t because he needs to present to his boss several things. Sheesh!

I need to blog about the ceremony and the fact that the caterer was such a DISASTER and caused my in-laws shame and anxiety. My poor MIL was beside herself. However, seeing that it’s going to be a rant, and a huge one at that, I’ll do it in another post. Oh, and in Bahasa Ibunda too. Yes…sessi maki memaki bakal bermula!!

Anyway, here’s to the happy couple, Suhaili and Wan. Make your journey as husband and wife be a happy, exciting and prosperous one. Semoga bahagia dan kekal ke anak cucu, cicit, etc.

ps: Oya, it's Dania's 8th Birthday today which means I owe her a Birthday Note. Eight? My baby is eight?!!!

It's Been One Of Those Days

It all starting with the phonecall I received yesterday from the University.

Uni Clerk: Mrs Azlina, this is regarding your application for ...... It's incomplete. We still need one passport photo and a copy of your latest payslip. Also, your 1st degree is not accredited by JPA so we need you to get a Letter of Credentials from them.

Me: Huh? What?

Uni Clerk: Yeah...oh, and we need them by this Friday.

Shit!! I thought everything was in order. All those things weren't mentioned in the website. Plus, thanks for calling me at 5.30pm, when it was too late for me to do anything that late.

Luckily today I only had one morning meeting. I sms'ed my boss about the situation and she agreed to give me half day to settle everything.

This morning when I woke up, I saw spots all over Daria's body. Great!! Measles! No wonder she had been having the fever off and on for the past 3 days. I took her to the clinic and the doctor verified the case. She gave us some calamine lotion and told me to make sure that Daria got lots of fluids, coconut water being the best.

Since the clinic only opened at 9am, I arrived at the office around 10am. Luckily there was available parking in the basement. I rushed to the meeting, determined to get out before lunch. Unfortunately the meeting dragged on until 12pm. Then my emails acted up and refused to leave the outbox. After rebooting my laptop (dammit, I need a new one!!), I finally cleared all pending emails and packed up my stuff to leave.

But I was hungry. Starving even. So I took my officemate out for a quick lunch. In the end, I took off for JPA around 245pm. luckily traffic was light and I arrived there in record time. After driving around looking for parking (the signage sucks!), I headed to the 6th floor.

As it turns out, I was required to show my scholarship offer letter or student visa to get the letter. What?!! That was like 16 years ago!! I asked the lady there if there was any other way. She said, since I wasn't under a JPA scholarship, I had to show proof that I was a student like 10 years back.

Fine!! Let me go back and rummage through my pile of stuff at home and try to find my old passport!!

I rushed home but not before I made a quick detour to buy Daria some coconuts. I basically made a mess of my bedroom searching for my old passport. Luckily ada!!

It was already 4pm. The office closed at 5pm but knowing government...hmm, it would be more like 445pm. As I drove out onto the highway....what? What was this?!

Are you freaking kidding me?!! A roadblock??!! For the love of....I'm in a rush here, people!!

Ok, roadblock over. But that cost me 10 minutes. Wait, something's blinking.

GREAT!! Just super!! I need to stop for fuel now.

OK, calm down, petrol station is just ahead. Drive in, pump fuel and drive out in 10 minutes. Wait...oh, crap...I pumped the expensive fuel. Ok, that's enough...RM20 should do it. En Rashid can fill up the tank later.

Drive..drive..reach the JPA at 430pm. Sign in and get to the 6th floor. Give all the forms required and wait for the letter. Hmm....as expected, most of the staff started going home at 445pm. Hah!!

But at least I got the letter. However seeing it was already nearly 5pm, there was no way I could get to the University to submit everything before the office closed today. Plus I still hadn't done my passport photo. Crap, might as well head home.

I called the Uni and they said I could send everything in by hand Friday morning. Hmm..ok la.

Footnote: Daria's doing a bit better but she's become very clingy and fo the first time, refused to eat. Poor baby.

It Was Not Relaxing...I Can Tell You That Much.

Annndddd we're back from Genting. 10 adults, 2 children and 1 infant.

Now everyone has the flu and is coughing like mad (including Daria....:( ) but boy, did we have fun! I have the bruises and aches to prove it.

More on the trip plus photos coming up in later posts. Right now, I need to drag my ass down to the clinic for some medication.

Dating Day...No Go

Today was suppose to be date day for hubby and me. Alas, last night hubby received an sms from his boss asking him to come in for work. Sungguh potong stim!

So, we headed to work. As luck would have it, we got to enter the parking at LG2. And secured a parking spot right next to the lift. Hmmm, maybe karma is being kind. Hehehee..

However, since my mind was already somewhat switched off for work, I forgot I was suppose to head to Cyber for a meeting. Duh!! Fortunately one of my team mates was headed there in the afternoon, so I hitch a ride. Balik nanti pun, hitch a ride jugak. Best betul jadi mem ni..hahaha..

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I have a cold. I reallllllyy hope it goes away before my flight to China. I do NOT want to be on a plane with a stuffed up nose. Been there, done that...pure torture!! I chugged down a full liter of orange juice yesterday, only to be told by my officemate that it would only make my cold even worst. Really? Great.

Sick Some More

Today I went to work eventhough yesterday the eye doctor asked me to take leave for one more week. Die la...this eye infection is messing up everything. Poor hubby and Dania had to get their eyes cleaned out by the doctor since their eyes had a thick membrane (or something like that). I got such a shock when their eyes started bleeding!! Luckily my eyes were slightly ok; no membrane but the doctor said the virus had gone into my cornea. That would explain my extra blurred vision. Anyhow, both hubby and Dania are taking leave until this Friday. On Friday we go back for a follow up session. Fingers crossed everything is ok by then.


Planning for our HK trip has just turned up a notch. Now the entourage consists of 10 adults, 3 children and 1 infant. Holy Moly!! This is going to be one great adventure. I don't know whether I should stress on "great" or "adventure". We'll see.


Daria is not well. She got the cough and flu since last Sunday. For 2 nights I had to put her to sleep on my shoulder because she couldn't sleep laying down due to her stuffed up nose. Poor baby. And poor me!! Uwaaaa...I need my beauty sleep. We took her yesterday to see the paed and they gave her some gas to relieve her phlegm. She was ok half way through it, then suddenly she freaked out and started pulling on the mask. We had to wrap her arms in a blanket to stop her from falling all over the place. Fortunately today her cough has subsided much and she'll sleep much better. Which of course would translate into me sleeping better as well. Zzzzzzzzz..

Some pictures of my little princess.

This was taken when bibik was mending Dania's tudung for kafa school. Yes, she is standing by herself already!!
This is Daria with her cousin, Hasif (hubby's nephew). Hasif is 6 months older than Daria and they're nearly the same size. Perghh..
Daria trying to run away from the camera. It's tiring having a mom who's photo obsessed with her kids.
Please, please! No photos, no autographs!!

Mata & Gambar

Hari ni last aku MC. Dah seminggu lebih dah tak pi ofis. Kemungkinan aku akan ke tempat keje esok, walaupun mataku masih macam Keliwon lagi. Eh, Keliwon tu cite hantu kan? Tolong la, aku tak pernah tengok cite tu...tapi tajuk dia macam nama hantu je, aku agak la. Moral of the story, mataku masih merah menyala...ok la, macam Edward dalam cite Twilight tu.

Muahahahaha...nak ngaku jadi pontianak seksi gak tu.

Serba salah nak pi ofis ni sebenarnya. Keje memang la banyak, hari2 sms masuk hal keje. Dah check email, tapi banyak la keje yang perlukan face to face punya discussion. Dah la tengah sibuk sign off processes...aku lak menghilang dari ofis. Tapiiiiii, kalau aku pi esok, and then ada ofismate yang kena sakit mata...sapa yang salah? Aku kah...atau boss ku yang hari2 sms aku, buat aku serba salah tak masuk ofis? Soklan cepu emas.

Apa2 pun, aku hoping kalau aku pi ofis, takde la nyangkit penyakit ni kat sapa2. Buhsan woo sakit mata ni. Dah la annoying, asyik kena korek taik mata je keje. Bangun pagi, kena meraba pi toilet dulu, bersihkan taik mata yang berkerak. Mata nampak kelabu, asyik berair...giller sakit hati.


Tu la...agaknya aku ni asyik guna mata untuk pandang benda2 tak senonoh je kot..tu yang Allah tarik balik nikmat aku untuk melihat. Muahaaha..apa kebendanya benda tak senonoh tu? Aku pun tak tau...aku bukan peminat porno, setakat tengok MTV tu kot, tahap keseksian yang aku tengok. Mungkin la...takkan setakat tengok laki sendiri XXX pun takleh kot...dah laki aku..bukan tengok laki orang lain. Hmmm...tapi anak2 aku lak camne? Setakat tengok Playhouse je. Apalah, dah dugaan Allah bagi...lagi mau examine panjang lebar.


Takpe, habis dah cite sakit mata. Kita buat tag la plak. Mesti dah agak kan, sebab aku tulis entri ni dalam Bahasa Melayu. So nak buat tag le gamaknya.


Ni tag ni dah berzaman lamanya...aku baru nak buat. Rasanya semua bloggers kat dunia dah buat dah. Aku biasa la, manjang ketinggalan zaman. Takpe..asal tak nyusahkan orang. Lagipun, ni blog aku, sukati mak nenek aku la bila nak buat.


The Rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then, you must choose a picture in the first page of result and post it as your answer. After that tag 12 people.

Q.1 : THE AGE OF YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
Oh, dah tua dah aku. Walaupun orang selalu cakap, life starts at 40, aku rasa time tu aku dah ingat nak mati je kot. Insaf la konon, kita tunggu dan lihat.

Q.2 : PLACE I LIKE TO TRAVEL THE MOST?

Ni memang tempat favorite aku. Ada umur, ada rezeki aku nak pi lagi. Kali ni aku nak pi time summer, bleh jejalan kat gardens dia. Bleh naik bot dia. Bleh baring2 kat park dia, sambil suap2 hubby makan strawberry cicah coklat. Muahahahaha...romantik maut lak aku!

Q.3 : MY FAVORITE FOOD?

Ni sapa kenal aku memang tau la tabiat aku yang sangat chocoholic. Tapi yang dark chocolate je, dairy milk aku kurang la..manis sangat. Hubby pun dah tau, kalau nak ambik hati aku, belikan je dark chocolate. Wajib aku sujud terus depan dia. Memang kalau dia belikan, malam tu...nikmat yang serupa aku bagi kat dia...dalam bentuk lain la. Wakakakakaka...

Q.4 : NICKNAME THAT I HAVE ?

Tu, yang kena bulat warna merah tu. Itu je gambar yang ada.

Q.5 : MY FAV COLOR? Ni dari kecik sampai sekarang, aku memang suka kolor ni. Dulu asal beli baju je, kolor biru. Sampai ibu aku pun sound, cuba la kolor lain lak. So aku cuba la jugak...tapi bila pakai terasa kurang menawan lak. Hahahah..salah aku ke, salah baju tu?

Q.6 : THE CITY I LIVE NOW? Ni sapa yang dok kawasan rumah aku, tau sangat la restoran ni kat mana. Tiap2 hari aku lalu time nak pi keje, tapi tak pernah singgah. Tu la, sapa soh ada bibik yang terrer sangat masak. Salah bibik la plak.

Q.7 : THE PLACE I WAS BORN? Sememangnya aku anak jati bandar. Tapi kawin ngan mamat kampung. Itu namanya opposites attract. Hahahaha...kampung sangat ke Melaka tu. Agak terasa hina la nanti hubby baca ni nanti..takda la bi, main2 je. Jangan marah, nanti mata makin merah. Hehehe..

Q.8 : MY COLLEGE MAJOR Electrical & Electronic Engineering sebenarnya. Oya, campur Double Maths. Giller geek aku time college. Dah la susah nak maut...10 kali sesal aku ambik course tu. Tapi pikir2 balik, kalau aku tak ambik dulu, aku takkan jumpa ngan hubby. So in the end, ada la jugak hikmatnya.

Q.9 : MY BAD HABIT? Ya, aku memang suka menangguh kalau buat keje. Dari zaman sekolah dulu, last minute baru nak buat homework, last minute baru nak baca buku. Dah tu time exam, pi sekolah terasa nak terkoncing manjang sebab takut. Nanti fail, kena balun ngan ayah. Paling tidak pun kena bebel ngan ibu. Tak tau la yang mana lagi seksa, kena balun ke, kena bebel. Kena balun memang sakit, tapi kejap je la. Tapi bebelan ibuku bukan sebarang bebelan. Berminggu2 pun bleh tahap bebelan dia. Dah tu, akan sampai ke semua suku sakat keluarga hal aku kena bebel. Dah takleh nak tunjuk muka time raya. Hampes sungguh. Tapi aku macam tak serik, masalah suka menangguh ni terbawak sampai dah beranak pinak, dah keje 10 tahun. Tu la sebabnya, tiap hari masuk keje je, aku kena spend 1/2 jam pikir dulu, buat senarai aku matlamat keje aku hari ni. Kalau tak, surfing YouTube je la keje aku nanti.

Q.10 : MY HOBBY? Paham tak gambar kat atas. Jigsaw puzzle la. Memang aku minat tapi dah lama tak buat. Tapi aku still consider hobby la. Dulu masa kat US, aku selalu buat untuk hubby, yang gambar underwater sea tu. Hubby suka sebab ada gambar whale. Whale tu binatang favorite dia. Dulu, dia kata kalau kaya, dia nak bela whale. Serious je cite ngan aku. Aku pun layan, siap tambah, ok, aku nak bela polar bear. Bagus la, dua2 angan2 ntah hapa2.

Q.11 : MY WISH ? Ye ah, ni memang harapan semua orang la kan. Nak keluarga dia happy, sihat. Yang lain tu semua material je, hal dunia. Lagipun macam sekarang, satu famili aku kena sakit mata, tak guna la ada seratus juta hinggit pun, kalau takleh nak nikmati.

Kena tag 12 orang ke? Bukan semua orang dah buat? Takpe, sapa nak buat, buat la. Nanti aku mai blog korang baca yang korang lak merapu.