What A Relief!!

So I had my first mid term exam tonight. Peh...what stress that caused me. My insides went all haywire and I couldn't poop for 3 days (yeah, you can thank me for sharing). I got anxiety attacks looking at my notes so I stopped looking at them but still got attacks because I wasn't looking at them when I should be looking at them...so it was a vicious cycle and in the end, I considered picking up a knife and just ending it there and then but then I remembered raya was on the way and my kids! who will take care of them? and...yeah, well you get the picture.

Anyhow, the exam went ok I guess. I know for sure I got one definition wrong (substituted definition of stress with emotions...how ironic!) but then we had like a thousand of definitions to remember so I won't let getting one wrong bug me. Much. Ok, not thinking about it anymore. Hmmm...lalalalallalala....Damn it!! How can I get it wrong?!!! Grrrrr.....

The rest of the questions were ok, I guess. I spotted a few of the topics that might come out and THANK GOD they did. The exam lasted for 2 hours and I was writing feverishly the entire time. It's amazing I still have the energy to type. I really hope I get good marks because I really like this class (OB) and because the other classes I'm taking...yeah, not so much in the I-really-understand-what's-going-on department. 7 weeks of class and I'm still blur. Luckily for my other 2 classes, the exams will be in 2 weeks. I think. The lecturer's have still not confirmed. Hmmm...

Well, my energy level just went down so I guess I'll be turning in for the night. Oya, ps...my new maid just arrived tonight. So far, I haven't had time to get to know her much but she seems nice enough. We'll see.